Tuesday, 6 December 2011

6th Dec 2011


I lost a kg today,starving to dat extent did worked.If i continue diz diet chart fo 20 more daiz den i’ll loose 20 kgz,thou i juzt need 10 kg to loose to be fit,but 20kgz wud make me slim back again.todai m supposed to have oly and oly salad that too only two times.but as i have lost 1 kg,itz kinda motivated me lso to carry diz task further.
i am so happy tudai! Even i walked on trademill for 20 minutes that too without limping,that is also a achievement for me.I hope in d next mnth i’ll be back in action!!

I needed to share my happiness with ew myie only happy moment that came after suchaa long time.
Nawdaiz i don’t have a single stuff to do,neither it ok to nybody,nor m engaged in sumthin,so i am spending myie whole time playing pool online.I have become addicted to it now,24*7 juzt to distract my mind from missing ew,i play pool!

Pool is nowdaiz like a off switch for me,which switches off the emotions in me,but i can not play pool for my whole life,sooner or later i have accept things.
Last nite had a small chat with ew online,thou it was small but it meant a lot 2 me.Believe me when i said  ‘have a good life’ i actually meant do have a good life life but involve me also in that life.
Ew went offline after few minutez but i still had loadz of stuffs to say to ew,but i dint wantd to buzz ew either.so dint msgd ew.

I m here ol alone baby,deze small stuffz mite distract me,but my life iz empty without ew honey!,the core of my life iz ew.
i miss ew,love ew.
plzz come bak shona!
plz come bak in my life!


As i go my wai alone
I find it hard fo me to carry on
I need your warmth.I need your tender touch
I need  your love now more than before
I can hardly carry on aymore


"My world iz empty without ew baby!!"


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