Monday, 5 December 2011

4th Dec 2011


Dreamt about you last nite and that waz the very moment in myie sleep that i waz happy and felt like i waz around you .But  waking up pricked myie little bubble of happiness.I wanted ew to stay there for long atleast it waz d only wai i could see you and feel you.
missing ew like this is killing me now,i day dream of reliving ol those momentz back again,i dream of talking to u,i dream of luvng ew!
Dunno wen these dreams will turn into reality?
Dunno wen u’ll forgive me?
Dunno whether deze momentz will evr come bak in myie or nt?

Till afternun i dealt with d reality of the dream,n in d evening i dealt vid the fact “m i good at ‘somethig’atleast something”!
This physical and mental imbalance in myie life has left me frustrated,and none thr den my mother has to deal with this state of mine.Yestrdai same happened n i did sumthing styupid vch i shudnt have done.But lately  myie mum felt that m going thru a bad phase and asked me wot waz going rong with me nawdaiz.I felt like telling her the truth but next moment i thought may be she wont like whatever i’ll tell her,and even she’ll b mad at me and then i wont be able to handle ‘this damn thing’cumng frm ol directionz,so i preferred keeping it to myself.Whole time m doing stuffz and in back of mind i m thinking abou ew n oly ew.
Going insane! Insane for ew.

Physical unstability can be handled but mental peace iz necessary for everything in life and i m far awai frm it.Ew wer myie peace of mind and i have lost ew.


I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

Trying hard to control my heart
I walk over to where you are
Eye to eye we need no words at all

Slowly now we begin to move
Every breath I'm deeper into you
Soon we two are standing still in time
If you read my mind, you'll see
I'm crazy for you

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